Wonderful

I drink a Redbull.
I think about you.
I think about if what I'm feeling can be true.
Outside looking in it seems quick, it seems sudden,
But, to myself it's been a long time coming.
Yearning for attention and affection for too long, falling as I have, feeling as I do, is that so wrong?
There's a comfort with you.
An easiness I feel.
I wanted you right off the back, was curious to know how your touch would be.
Little did I know it wouldn't be the touch of your hand that would make me swoon.
It's the looks you give me,
The times you call me beautiful,
The way we share the same thoughts,
And, how you're so light in life.
You make me happy.
You make me hopeful.
I am strong because I know I can feel the way I do.
But, it's scary, it's too soon,
Yet, I think you know what I mean when I say "I am enamored by you".
How could I not be?
With everything you are, you are wonderful!
I know it's too soon, I know I'm not ready.
But, how can I deny what my heart is yelling?
I write this not to scare you, or to turn you away,
I write this because out loud there are no words I know how to say.
I want to pull you close, hold you tight,
because you make me so damn happy and being happy is worth every kind of fight.

There's something about you

I sit on the floor looking at the screen,

thinking,

wondering,

dreaming.

What is it that I'm trying to say?

What is it that I'm trying to do?

Think of all the synonyms for "I love you".

Enamored.

Enchanted.

Bewitched.

Head over heels.

Heels over head.

They're all the same for this feeling that came,

Came up so suddenly, I found myself feeling so quickly.

Your eyes, your hands, your smile.

Soft lips, gentle touch, kind looks.

Boy, oh boy, what am I getting myself in to?

Boy, oh boy, what do you know?

Just breath.

In.

Out. 

Close my eyes.

Teeth chattering.

There's just something about you that does something for me.